Growing up in the country was very good
We play and bathe in the rain naked
Like any other children would.
But then things start to change
This thing keeps messing up my panties
And It’s so frightening.

I was so shocked to see it again
I taught it was only one time it would cause me pain.
But every month I must prepare for it
And all the discomfort associated with it.
I ask myself, why must I bear this?
My friends pretended like it doesn’t exist.
I was extremely surprised when
Keisha’s clothes showed signs of it.

I wish I knew when it would come
So, I can still play with my friends and have some fun.
But my aunt keeps telling me that I’m a big girl now
And my breasts have started shooting out.
I felt so embarrassed and started staying in the house.

Now, things have really change
we no longer play any games.
My mother would teach me
how to sew and cook
And encourage me to always read books.
She showed me how to walk with pad
For this I was very glad.
She also said not to take a boy as a friend
For very soon he will surely give me children

OMG, what should I do?
Cause I have a friend at school
His name is Paul
and we always hangout at the mall
But I’ve never received any children from him at all.
Maybe in the future it will reveal what my mother really means
Cause these people don’t talk clearly it seems.